You are going to have to rely on some resources to get you through this first stage so you must choose them carefully! We have compiled a few of the top online portals for information.  They will be more than able to answer all of your initial questions but you will still need to link to an HIV specialist physician and if possible to an HIV+ support group.  Starting the correct medication as soon as possible is your most urgent mission right now.  The faster you get on medication the faster you will begin to be yourself again.  Many of these are very complete resources with chat rooms, message boards, and even personals!  We recommend that you spend some time reviewing all of these websites for the latest information on treatment and care. Click on any of the links below for even more information.